it almost 4 months im here with all those thing happened im trying to make everything seems good since there’s no certainty for go back to the city. Yeah..im totally suck here knowing that everything not good as it seems, coz deeply inside im trying to make a plan for back maybe in the early year of 2010.
just feel that there’s more chances livin’ there than here, i prefer to make my self comfort livin by my self..being independent like these 4 years behind was so exciting. it doesnt mean i dont care about my parents but just realize that my place is not here. how come i could live if i dont like it, humm…im really miss him too and cant live far away from him coz to be honest, i dont really trust him when we apart like this.
i found someone here but there’s to much differences between us so we cant be together. Maybe if i find my soul here i wont go back, but i dont think it could happen. dunno why, i feel more comfort livin there.. its just take several times to go back there and i hope it’ll be soon. am i selfish if i want arrange my life, it just what i want for to fullfill my whole time
bossluarbiasa Berkata:
on Januari 8, 2010 at 8:52 am
you’ll find the right someone someday
i’m sure that